so by next fri, i will be moved out of my apartment for my internship and my house for school… most everything will be moved back into my parents house… some stuff is going with me to my temp apartment with some friends where i will basically be sleeping on a couch for 5 weeks!!! =] I leave for peru with my best friend next sat already!!!!!!!!!! =]=]… so i def need to pack for that at some point… i am hosting several amazing friends throughout the next week… I need to clean quite a bit and pack quite a bit which sucks but such is life!…. i am heading back to my hometown where i grew up this weekend and I am pretty excited for going out to the bar tmrw night with the girls and then my friends 21st bday on saturday… so overall it will be pretty busy. Sunday will be my day to attempt to organize all the stuff in my small bedroom in my parents house. I have been collecting soooo much stuff over the past few years at college that trying to move it all back into that room is quite a task… just all that much more motivation to simplify my life and donate stuff or junk a lot of it!!!!!! i have been quite the pack rat most my life… but NOT ANYMORE! haha… overall i am pretty excited about life right now!!! =]
I dislike my wishy washy thoughts on how sometimes I feel great on my own but other times I kinda really want someone to be with… =/
story of my life!!! haha =/
I am guilty of sometimes calling myself ugly or thinking that I am … but I also know that confindence is more attractive that playing some sort of pity card and hope that someone will try to tell you otherwise. blogging about how you think you’re ugly just seems like a cry for attention for your followers to tell you arent. Well, let me tell you, if you think you can’t do something, you wont; if you think you can’t have something, you can’t; if you think you’re aren’t something, then you prob wont be… so start being more positive. if your physical features truly bother you then make a plan to change them. not to make others happy, but yourself. (although i do not advise any sort of fake change like plastic surgery … ugh)… there are sooooo many awesome things about someone, why focus on one thing that may not be up to par. no one is perfect, so what you lack in one area, you make up in others… just figure out your strengths! =]
- Rose: I'll get the ice cream!
- Dorothy: I'll get the chocolate chips.
- Blanche: I'll get the whipped cream!
- Sophia: I'll get the polaroid; this is a time to remember!
- Dorothy: Ma, you don't have a polaroid.
- Blanche: I'll get mine! It's under my bed, and I have to go in there to get the whipped cream anyway.
so i’ve wanted to redecorate for a while… and i like the theme i have now… i just need to take a bit more time to tweak the color scheme a bit more… so expect adjustments, and bare with me until its all figured out =]
please! ask me stuff… i need to be distracted!!!
my charger for my mac stopped working AGAIN!!!!!…. so i am back to using my HP considering my macbook is dead without a way to charge it. I am going to a friends tonight who has one, so i’ll be able to charge it but I want that to just fix itself as well… I am just really fucking frustrated!!!
over the past week, what i thought was a small sweat rash on my side has turned into a massive very itchy rash that is all down the right side of my stomach… and spreading to my arms…. i am pretty sure it was caused by posion ivy or oak from the past weekend when I went camping, although i am still unsure how it got started on my side seeing as i wasnt ever rolling around in any weeds… anyways, its annoying as shit and i just want it to GO AWAY already!!!!!!